going to your inner room
protecting it with a heart outline
of white light
lying down trying to relax
you discover a rock or a hard place
in your chest
surveying it carefully
without touching anything
your arms and legs prepared
for flight
breathing to relax
softening the surrounding muscles
trying to blur the edges
of the hard place
waiting
imagining
your mystical twin
goldilocks beautiful sixties like
in a thunder grey greatcoat
rather peaceful though military style
with blue jeans and scruffy boots
right over his heart in the woollen coat
instead of a golden button
is a crazily shining camomile diamond
flower brooch
his smile is moving sparkling
sun on water
you can feel his feelings
like rain softly falling
he's just like you
but eternally younger
he says I'm rain
falling on thirsty fields and forests
let your feelings shower
from a window in your heart
you can watch them while it rains
he says don't analyze so much
don't stay inside when it rains
let your feelings flower
just like you
but with this camomile diamond smile
quivering on water
your mystical twin
smiling like the sun
in his woollen greatcoat
he gives you a high five and is gone
there's a soft place in your chest
Vera Kelgart (with window Lemuria crystal 'Harmony') 2017
